Dissertation Craziness

So I realized I didn't mention much of what I did yesterday, Or should I say  I left a bit unsaid. So basically we had an external examiner come in to have a look at the interim show and  ask us a few questions. He even put us into small groups, and gave us a task. We were asked to  go over to the show and see the other peoples  work within our groups. Read their statements and look at their work, we then had to write them questions that had to be answered by midnight last night. So just in case you've forgotten, this is  my work and my statement together:

I was then given 3 questions , so here is what I asked and what I replied:

• Would you say you have a “Style” of illustration or our you still trying to keep this diversified?
  
  

I wouldn't say I have a style, I have been told I do. But I don't really see it, perhaps because I am too close to it. I still feel like I need to discover mine, however I do like the idea of keeping myself diversified for future jobs.

• When you say “Working with others”- do you plan on taking a collaborative project?
  
• What kind?
  
  

When I say working with others, I more meant within photo shoots. Such as working with make-up artists, hair stylists, models. However I wouldn't say no to a collaborative project. I am currently not planning on taking any due to the amount of projects I already have. If I was to take a collaborative project I would like it to be a mix of photography and illustration. As long as it's fun, although I know that you can't always have that, but if I could choose.

• When you say illustration can be anything – so can photography. How do you plan to explore both – together/ separate? 
  
  

What I more meant with photography being different. It takes a bit more effort to create a really crazy scene, to simply just pen and paper. I understand even this statement could even be argued. 
I plan to use both photography and Illustration. I am unsure how this will look. But I am planning on exploring this path within my main project. I want to merge both illustration and photography together. This could even be as simple as drawing on a photograph. I will also be exploring these separately

  So yes, these were my incredibly long answers. Today!
I went to my meeting with my tutor, I got a lot of great advise, I have to admit it is rather nerve racking when speaking of my project and everyone around me is so interested in it and really love what I'm doing..... A little more than me. Maybe this is due to being too close to my project at the moment. 

But I am so pumped for my dissertation now, I got a great confidence boost today. My only worry is really getting everything together. 

 I also heard today which sort of brought me down, I understand it, I do just think it's B.S. I heard that even if you get over a C  grade for the dissertation work. this grade doesn't effect my studio work grade. If I get below a C grade for my dissertation, it actually drags my studio work grade down. Not happy about this. Feel like packing it in. 

Planning on working my wee butt off tomorrow on this dissertation.  Possibly going into uni to do this, I have to admit though I'm having my valentines day early and having a fatty night with my flat mate. So watching Walking Dead, eating pizza, chicken wings,  ice cream, a lorry load of chocolate, and  having a few bottles of wine.....  hoping I wont be hungover tomorrow .. eeeek!